Yahoo! I found You!!!

With hope and fears, I entered a new city,

Anyone and everyone neither a friend nor enemy

Strangers are intriguing, I completely agree,

But sometimes a known face just sets you free...

Then amidst confusion not exactly out of the blue,

When vacant empty imitations overwhelmed me I found something true,

Even the same rustic feeling revives, makes one feel anew,

So in its entire nuance I go yahoo.......coz dear friend I found you!!

I might sound pretentious when I place this bet,

That a good friend is as rare as Haley’s comet,

However I hope you are here to stay much longer,

And let this fun and frolic bonfire kinder...

It feels much better when there is someone to hear,

All your crappy talk, crass cacophony and still cheer  

One definitely needs a Dr Love to bandage your broken heart,

To assert that he was not worth it dear friend I found you!!

Whether cribbing endlessly or laughing like lunatics,

Either wallowing in self-pity or just trying new tricks,

Just fooling around unknown roads pretending to know the place,

With empty pockets confidently enter a damn expensive space,

To bring sunshine to me on a clumsy rainy day,

Even if it’s cold outside making me feel like the month of May,

You make me do things I’d probably never do,

To add a new meaning to my life dear friend I found you...

I do feel guilty sometimes mocking you just for a giggle,

But without teasing you my life’s song loses its tingle,

It is the ground rule, you know, of friendship’s analogy,

Never to expect a word of gratitude or apology.

  

I know you might not be there tomorrow,

To share my everyday happiness and sorrow,

But it doesn’t matter what the future holds,

I just feel lucky this very moment coz I have found you..............

Where is the ‘I’?

A million sounds resound and echo,

Thoughts hay-wired become a vicious circle,

Life becomes a whirlpool in the infinite ocean,

The self starts defining itself in outwardly terms,

It aspires to be categorised in an unconsciously formed sect,

Tries to seek bubble reputation,

 Searches for its meaning in a meaningless existence,

In the infinite cobweb of wild emotions,

Where is the ‘I’?

Where is the ‘I’ which once found blissful solace in the chirping of birds? ,

Where is the ‘I’ which thought effortlessly about being a true altruist? ,

Where is the ‘I’ which was calm yet flowing to achieve its aspirations? ,

Where is the ‘I’ which knew strongly and firmly that where is the ‘I’?

But don’t strain and persevere, the ‘I’ still knows it.

Just let the good times sweep off the dust over it,

Let the sunny happiness dry it off the discomforting sogginess,

Let those silver linings remind the ‘I’ that it will return.

All doubts melt away, the fire extinguishes, the excruciating pain alleviates

When the ‘I’ remembers the ‘I’.

Open up Your Wings

When the sun is too bright,

Heart full of darkness, in search of light,

Winds are strong and harsh; the sails of life lose control,

The rushing waters drift you away from goal,

You cry in pain, agony, and the fire burns within,

Just close your eyes and open up your wings.

Fly to the sun; imagine the warmth of a loved one,

Move in darkness with eyes closed and wings still open...

Remember the excitement, the adventure of being lost in eyes full of feeling,

Let the ship take you a world pampered with sweet emotion,

The waters rolling over your skin,

Share resemblance with the soothing caress of a close kin.

Enjoy the fire pondering over huge sacrifices made just for you.

Dear friend when in despair, out of sadness, amidst all bad,

Just close your eyes and open up your wings,

Let the priceless moments hug you and give you a kiss of life.

And by the by, if you haven’t met love in person,

Never do forget the one,

With the treasure of the most satisfying wealth and open arms,

Is just a little above in heaven......

Look Beyond the Sight

You see what your mind can envisage,

Thou know not the silent portrait holds something large.

What made the heart pump up the compassion?

What welled up the soul with profound emotion?

Go beyond the de-rigueur of sanity,

Leave all egos and shed all vanity.

Try to look at the agitations that made the precious pearl drops flow,

Gaze at, ponder at what has made the flame glow?

Life is not what all you see,

All that appears is not bound to be.

Be a friend or a fiend, you are bound to fall apart sometime,

Then thou shall retrospect what all is crucified in trying times.

The pained soul may not share everything at stake,

It might be dwelling in an inferno of quakes.

So just let the sand grains of time pass by the moments lived,

All wounds are self-healing, the good life ever cherished...  

A bunch of silly collections from the past month.........

Just Unvacate Me................

Silent woods, an empty shack or a sunset on a still sea,

It’s surreal, it’s idyllic but it’s not the way it was meant to be.

I thought I loved solitude but this loneliness is killing me,

So come around just once a while, dear friend and just unvacate me...

As moribund as life gets, the tougher it becomes to,

Break the shackles of this deep-deep slumber,

You’ve gotta have  ,nerves of steel to,

Face the hell down under...

I want you to realise, it’s not easy as it seems,

My life is messed up to the power of infinity,

It’s a catastrophic nightmare, not a bunch of mushy dreams,

So make the tough get going, dear friend and just unvacate me...

I am tired of cherishing stupid old memories,

Who the hell said that they are nothing but pure gold,

It’s crappy shit, just worthless make-believe stories,

Just wipe them out hard with cleanex and never ever unfold...

I am stuck in a viscous circle that goes on and on,

Despite all the freedom I have I still don’t feel free,

Of stifled emotions I am a filthy cauldron,

And ironically I still feel vacant, so dear friend please unvacate me...